...that just may not come around after all.

Sometimes life can be so instant it should contain crystals. Agreements and being able to honor them is important in life, don't be fooled into believing otherwise. You've got your word, and beyond breaking that, there's not much you can do to regain it. I feel like I'm wandering down that familiar road again, looking back and regretting with a touch of anger to spice up an otherwise routine night.

Why can't people keep shit in their pants? For crying out loud.

Either way, I'm stuck between feeling like it's my fault somehow, that I deserve both the treatment and punishment, and that my best friend has (once again, patterns and all) turned a blind eye to honor and gone the way of so many in the past. I think it hurts a bit more this time around.

Anyways, enough bitching. I've got stuff to clean out and a whole lot of work to do before that train gets here. Only one destination on that bad boy, and you better believe I'll be on it.

Til next time, treat each other right.

-Steve